I began roughing in Last Meal: Darrell Grayson this morning, but in truth the work itself actually began a few weeks ago. Unlike most of my pieces, which are typically composed and begun in a matter of hours or days, the paintings in the series of death row Last Meals take much longer (no pun intended) to execute.
To research and make a decision on which execution to highlight is difficult for me; while the impetus to select an innocence case is sometimes overwhelming, it is the grey areas within justice, society, redemption and punishment that I ultimately find more compelling. I haven’t met anyone that believed the execution of an innocent person was not a terrible injustice; however opinions vary as issues of race, legal representation, sanity, police misconduct, and evidentiary procedure are raised; and tempers flare as the nature and types of crime are revealed. It is within grey areas such as these that a society defines its humanity.
Preparing and consuming the inmate's last meal can be emotionally draining and some meals are simply more difficult than others. (Take for example, the 3 barbecue ribs from Cameron Todd Willingham’s last meal – executed for the arson deaths of his 3 children in a fire now widely believed accidental, each bone on the plate was both eerily symbolic and repulsive at the same time.) The excesses of some meals (James Colburn’s 6 tins of Coke come to mind) contrast with the simplicity of others (Tookie Williams’ oatmeal) while preparing, serving, and dining result in a host of conflicting emotions, as the complementary roles inmate/chef, guard/state/executioner, and condemned man converge. While I photograph the leftovers immediately following the meal, it is often several weeks before I gain sufficient distance to formalize the composition and actually begin painting.
Which brings us back to Last Meal: Darrell Grayson. Darrell Grayson was executed in
To learn more about Darrell Grayson's case, visit the Innocence Project for news articles surrounding his execution.
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